Motivation starts the engine, habits keep it running..

Dear readers,

Recently I picked up a healthy hobby, reading books, not storybooks, comics, nope. It is some kinds of motivation/ mind powering books, sounds like fun huh? (:

Well... The purpose of life is not to win. It is to grow and share, brighten the world a lil, creates more smily faces, world peace, life's good, ban open-burning, quit smoking, destroy drug addicts, lots more to get close to perfection...

The most important measure of how a good game I played, was how much I'd made my teammates play. Individuals don't create as big impact as a community/ a group do. Before having the right attitude, I guess disciplinary' existed before success'. A person lacking discipline is like living in a prison without bars. Are your habits making a prisoner of you? Dig that.

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Been forcing myself not to give out, bother too much about her, finally I can slowly let go bit by bit. My sensitiveness is cutting down. Awesome shit (:

Cancer, horo acts this way.

Time to leave.

Cancer.

Maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaybe being too sensitive is just me. That's just me. Don't mind me telling out these shits everytime. I blog about bad things happen on me, a little good ones (:

Well, if you expect someone to be nice to you, firstly, please be nice to that person, to be fair indeed. There's no free lunch okay. If you're being a jerk, never blame others to be a better jerk. I do respect your wills, wants, and stuff; You too should be that, do that, behave that way. So, do not expect the person to be nice again, cos' things change according to the surrounding. Makeeeeeeeeeee sure you are certain with what you crave for, then GO ahead with effort, you deserve the things you crave. In the meanwhile, you lose something else, and that's for sure. There is no two sides benefiting you unless you're a queen, even queen can't be that greedy. I don't know what I am saying.. lol. Okay so guys, BE yourself and BE prepared to face life as things annoy you lots somehow, especially your loved ones.

ciaooo (:

Pressure kills

What I think, thought, have been thinking was somehow sometimes wrong. Imagined it was going well, gonna be OK, cos' plainly was just intentionally to help people and all. But it ended up bringing shits to me. I have to decide the shit out of the ass. SIGHS! I don't know.. Maybe I was just wrong, even at the start.

So please, once you have confirmed something, please just do it, act right. Don't bring trouble to the people around you who are just trying to help.

Ya and another shit came, helped one person and at last I had to settle the shit by paying bucks. Well I know I shouldn't have brought that up to offer her a hand.

Actually it sounds normal yet not a big deal, but when all came at once, it is, trust me. Plus my awesome dad who's a fire head screwed me up everytime. A little mistakes can be like the sky is falling down or something, give a chance for people to learn, losers. So yeah imagine me working for him (:

Anyway, I still believe it's just part of life, get the juice out of it and move on, an experience of facing challenges indeed. I know what you're thinking, yeah right! You're reading a future millionaire's blog ey! hahaha~

Thanks for stopping by, seeee you soon! (;

Burning ache.

HOLA! (:

I was told something ridiculous the other night. Never like to be lied about any single thing! Let's see if it will still ever happen again, like seriously..

Oh well, the Celebrity Fitness called me up and had a awesome deal with me. What a kind of business strategy forcing to continue being a member. Again was damn told that I had an outstanding amount of 500+ which is accumulated since 4~5 months ago and I was like what the f*** is your problem man. Added that I had to clear it, cos' it was in the contract and all. Of course, I did not agree with it. He again mentioned, okay well, if you can't settle the payment, we might send you a lawyer letter to sue you, *HAH, do it*. Then how awesome and nice he was, informed me the outstanding amount will automatically be cancelled if I'm joining as a new member, again, in THESE FUCKING FEW DAYS time, cos' the PROMOTION ends soon, THEY use this kind of shit every single time when meet a poor customer, like me *innocent look* what a goddammit' good reason.

Spitted all out, time to ciao! =)

sorry guys, excuse me for describing them harshly

Unaccomplished annoying shits.

Thank you for being here peeps. (:

Okay, now too many irritating stuff with/ for me to handle. I don't mention them but... *sighs*

Why am I being so friendly and yet to be taking from granted, haha, maybe?

I have been trying to endure and stuff, it was just so happen I couldn't bother anymore and BYE!

So don't blame me for that shit okay, you should be also responsible for that, I had done my part though. *Maybe you guys don't know what i'm saying but yeah it's BLOGGING, we blog things that kept in heart and nobody would understand, sometimes* (: Fine, I'll do it cos' I forgive your childishness and immaturity, KICK ASS!

Next, why don't you just post it, announce it so to be fair for us. I dislike the feelings.

That is all for now peeps!

p.s: This is an EMO post.

The right track

What's up people...

There was a time I had the extreme passion and motivation to improve daily life, creates more opportunities for others, change the world.. Well actually, to be successful, heh! Though having that kind of mindset was good, in terms of making money. However, it seems to be making me to be more forgetful... about family, health, friendships, romance(heh) and stuff.

It's okay, I'm still young! More to come and go, experience gaining though. Life's good, short. Appreciate things around you, do not care if it's either good or bad, it is part of the thing. *OMG, why am I being so old and the thinking right now* lol.

To make it short and simple, have the right attitude! So don't mind me if what am I saying is offensive. *I know it's not, I'm just being friendly* Haha.. (:

For now, I'm an employee, that's not the end yet, I am unbeatable though something happened last time. Till my college ends, see me in TV yeahhh, sharing the secret of success, Haha (;

Alright meet me the next stop. =)

Stoning Chapter.

Hello peeps!

Oh well, again working, awesome work. I need a college life ASAP!

Let's make it a lil more random, damn a man could cry watching a Singaporean drama, haha! whatever..

27th March 2O11 is a memorable day that it will not to be forgotten. Thank you lady.

That's all for now, see you guys soon! (:

Inside out, confusion.

Oh hello to nobody (: i assume not many read my blog.

Am in dad's shop stoning at this hour, no nothing here and suffers hunger right now.

Yeah currently working part time for him till my college starts, again.

I thought it was supposed to be in March as the madam mentioned it, sadly she mistaken, so yeah, it should be in JULY! *fml loook*

How am i going to get away with these boring months. 3months in between, what am i supposed to do? Work for dad? Most probably. Just chill? Nehh. Get a girl? Maybe. Score A? No. Score A to get millions? No way. Hah, not being emo, just spitting out the pain came from my ass.

Kinda a lot to tell from my heart but not in here, haha. ): I have feelings. People might think I look tough from the outside cos' I am. But still, sighs.. haha.

anyways, gtg. ciao! (:

CSB.

Apparently looking extremely free posting 2 blogs 2 days in a row. And that means I'm looking for a part time job till college starts though which is on 21st of March.

So... Yeah YOU! Introduce some opportunities kayy. (:

Kinda stressful about stuff sometimes. Stand up and dont be a pussy, hah.

Alright, that's all about it, ciao guys.

tough journey.

Hi, to the ones who are still checking out my updates. (:

These days i just had to face lots of stuff, emotionally, and don't think so anyone gives a shit, haha. Well, i'm feeling dead bored, lifeless and helpless here. Cause' i used to be damn busy doing stuff, like score A, and now, Not anymore. It's 22nd of Feb., and my college is starting on 21st march, thinking that in that period of time will be really worse than what i'm going through right now, sighs. Gonna get a job(just over broke), lol and move on. I had a promise of buying this and that while i was doing great in Score A, i mean it was going better and better. However, things changed.

That's only part of the reasons i'm here today. Crap~
Why are people/things/ friends come and go so quickly, had so much fun time and disappeared really too soon, goddammit! It's not even in the middle of the year and i had seen so much, miserable stuff, ya know whaa em sayin'.

Pub, drink, arguments, fights, tears, gays, sex, nonsense, threatening, love, friendships, revenge, excitement, drugs, cash, deep shit, debts, texas hold'em poker, peter, score A, gay sex, smoke, giggles, studies, girl gone too well.

Yeah. Those all happened like akasha blinks in your face and spams her ultimate.


Good bye (: oh and thanks for stopping by,
Have a nice day.

I wanna be a billionaire so freaking bad!!

It's time for me to crap out something about life!

I don't know man...

Plans for futher actions.

I'm sooo random.

No one reads my blog anymore right since i haven't been being active for sooo long.

But when u read this, i'll be the only man standing on mount. everest okay? (: how awesome is that.

Don't stress, don't stress, don't stress.

GOOD BYE! it's lame i know, just shut up. Haha.

Friendly Nature

Okay to be easy. This thing is about me got blocked by the police. It started from going home after pool with megan, wai jen, king yiew, kris, chun yang, mel, wai kiat and so on. It was around 1.10am to be exact, since the road was quite empty, so you should understand that i was driving fast, it was around 120km/hour+. I was wondering how on earth can it be congested at 1am?! So... whatever, I knew there must be some police wanna make money. I wasn't afraid that i would be caught because i hadn't been caught by police in roadway. But, the cop stopped me dei... *great*.

Here's the conversation between me and friendlypoliceman.
Me: umm.. hello sir?
Him: you dah buat over limit dengan 130km/hr.
Me: huh?
Him: so....................?
Me: boleh kalau....
Him: boleh boleh..
Me: *checking money*
Him: *waiting*
Me: OH SHIT!.. saya tak bawa duit banyak..
Him: hmm? *smiles*
Me: tunggu ya *starts counting*
Him: Okay.
Me: I hanya ada sepuluh *took all the money out*. Boleh ah??

He smiled and said, okay lah. He took away the money under a hard paper or something.
Then i said, Thank you BOSS!

(:
end of story.

Thanks for stopping by.

When in Rome...

Not to mention my blog's dead and alive again. To make it short, amos is back! I am so in touch and love with playing pool though. Maybe I just had nothing to do but to play pool during the college break time. Somehow I just got addicted to it. Amos will be a professional pool player one day! (:
So, if any of you would like to challenge, the Amos, call. But! He's only a beginner, remember that. I need practice indeed.

Nothing more to blog, top news was all about pool. Buhbye peeps.

Randomness

I know my blog is almost dead. i'm back! (:

Nothing much to blog about. I just feel like making it not looking so dead.
Well, tomorrow i'll be having a test for MPW, malaysian studies", damn it! Good thing is, it is a open book test. HAHAHAH!

I am trying so hard to sleep at 10pm everyday! Determination will bring me there. (:

One thing here, miley cyrus... miley cyrus, whatever! You people love to tease me saying, miley sucks, she is a whore, and bla bla bla.. whatever lahh. i don't care! I don't do conflicts (: peace man over here.

Yeah she sucks! But i like the way she sucks. haha!

Goodbye boys and girls.

Update 0.12267version

I say, YO! I know you miss my blog (: There you go. Let me blog abouuut my college life!
Guess which college am i in? ..........................WRONG!

Well the answer is INTI college Subang Jaya. AS YOU KNOW, i have a driving license *HAHA* so i go there by myself. The problem is that, the stupid traffic jam, the parking area is not provided. If it jam right, could be an hour! It's killing me! But whatever, the main issue is that the parking thingy. I got TWO "saman(s)" for the first 3 days of college. I drove here and there finding where to settle that shit payment. i spent hours, like 3 hrs asking again and again, finally i found the place, MPSJ centre! I'll NEVER gonna forget and forgive you, %^%&. SO, it's so wasting time if u get saman seriously.

Well, for the good thing is, i met a lot of friends here, fat, hot, spiderman, batman, sailormoon, higglytown hero, hello kitty, power ranger, dexter, nerds, JAY CHOW! Whatever species, i can find there, too bad i don't seee MILEY CYRUS, ): Oh ya! for the course i'm taking, it's FOUNDATION IN BUSINESS & IT. Inti college's a damn good place. Not promoting and i don't get paid, just being TRUTHFUL AND HONEST (: You know me. I want more friends here, marilah marilah!

Nothing much. I've learnt a lot from the SAMAN thing, experienced Man here *thumbs up*
Buhbye.

Party in the MALAYSIA

Well, you should know what day is today right? It's Miley Cyrus' birthday! I'm taking this opportunity to wish everyone whose birthday is in this week ;) .

So, i'm still having exam at the moment, like DUH, tomorrow would be MORAL which is only about memorizing word by word. I left 2 moral definitions now! HELL YES!!

Nothing much to talk about, just.. once again, happy birthday to CHEN YANG! Will go yum cha tomorrow?

That Day.

Who could understand my feeling.

I stayed in chaar chyuan(CC)'s house for one night. CC and i together with Sai Kit(SK) planned to study until very late at night for SPM. Well, SK "Fong Fei Kei"a.k.a "FFK" us for not coming to his house. We didn't mind at all cause' he was exhausted after taking the driving test from the morning until evening, i think. Congratulations to you baby, he passed, finally, haha.

The main reason i'm blogging here is just to express out something, a very awkward case. That is, i accidentally hit on CC's house gate with HIS MYVI!

This is the story,
It was lunch time, CC, Kit Wui and I planned to drive out his car to some place to eat. To make it simple, we had our lunch and got back to CC's house. When we were about to reach, there was one black dog blocking our way. I stopped there and waited for like, few seconds and it still didn't willing to move away. I drove straight slowly and it walked away with a kind of stare. I thought it was following us into his house. I drove in and quickly clicked on the button which is to close the auto-gate, *the gates were closed*. CC said if i park at the side would be better. i tried doing according to what he asked.

There, the peak comes. I was doing this go-astern, the gear was IN REVERSE. I pressed on the "BRAKE", I THOUGHT IT WAS THE BRAKE, BUT actually it was the "petro press". I was PANICKED and WONDERED why DID THE "BRAKE" became "PETRO PRESS". I accelerated the car by going backwards.

I didn't know what to do when the car was reversing. I thought the brake has got some problem. I PRESSED the "BRAKE" harder, even HARDER, as i thought it spoiled. I didn't manage to stop the car before hitting into the auto-gate. The sound, BOOM! and the impact i tell you, HORRIBLE. The Myvi didn't hurt much, luckily.

I should've taken some photos to show you guys. The one side of the gates is totally hospitalized. It could cost so much. I have this feeling to return CC the money tho, so guilty seriously. I daydreamed whole day, even now, about the incident this afternoon. I bet the black dog has put a curse on me, i heared it giggled, cruel dog. To all the superstituous people, black dogs bring bad luck, not the black cats. Well, do not wish a person birthday with this type of sentense, " Hey you, HAD A BLAST YA!"

I just had a real BLAST. Nobody wants to try, right?

I didn't tell my mom about it yet. Saving by my own lol!




Experience gaining, again.

Why chinese?

I don't like Wednesday though. That incident carved in my mind. Now, let me menyampaikan story itu, lol.

Just right after class, i bought CHAAR SIEW BAO nearby kasturi cause' i was so starving seriously. I stepped in the bus and searched for a seat. i sat right behind corner where there was no one, to eat my food! (: Out of nowhere, one ridiculous hairy undecent looking ass hole came to my seat and sat so closely to me. I felt irritated tho and his smell, aiyorrr! i tell you, as smelly as a sour ass. I PRETENDED alright. *there was nobody sitting at the last row*

This was the bloody conversation.

SHIT: Hey, where are you going?

Me: Taman Desa.

SHIT: Where is it?

Me: *i didnt know how to explain* Near the mid valley there one.

SHIT: I need money now *he got one small cutter from his pocket*.

Me: *Shocked but still calm cause' i was blur, haha!* I have no money, sorry.

SHIT: Take out your wallet now.

Me: Okay. *rm90+ shown to him*

SHIT: I won't take your phone, i just need some of the money please.

Me: Fine, rm20?

SHIT: rm30.

Me: Take rm20 only please.

SHIT: No. I want rm30 only.

I gave it to him. He walked out with a FREAKING WARM SMILE with his right arm lifted up, I stunned. I was wondering, why me?! -.-

On the very bright side, this proves that, i'm a soft hearted guy, understanding, cool, steady, reliable, innocent and whole lot of LOVE. Fighting will always be at the most bottom of my list of action. My closer friends know about it tho.

experience gaining, wednesday, lol!

Another boring day of mine.

She brainwashed me.

My brightest star, lol.

Doesn't she look gorgeous?

I woke up at around 9. I thought i would dream of Miley Cyrus, Destiny Hope, again seriously. Well, usually dreams come from the imagination or things that you have been thinking since the whole day, so when you go to sleep, your mind would bring you to the things you had thought of. There was one night, i dreamed of her, miley cyrus, -.-. I know what you're thinking, i'm not being obsessed. Let me share this dream with you. Haha. So as usual i took bus to kasturi, alone. I had this picture in my mind suddenly, i saw miley cyrus was sitting alone there. Maybe she never takes bus but LIMO, whatever, it was a dream. As i got closer to her, i started to faint. I just sat next to her since in the bus was only me and her only, even without a driver, imagine how romantic it was. I talked to her about Hannah Montana.

This is a conversation i sketched by my own, i don't really remember so much but roughly it was like that. She was so cool though.

Me: Hey, are you miley cyrus?

Miley: yeah, i am.

Me: I am a big fan of you. Why are you here?

Miley: *forgot*

Me: Did you stop acting in Hannah Montana?

Miley: Yeah.
Me: But whyy? i love it tho.
Miley: Well, i feel like putting myself into more movies and other adult shows, not Hannah Montana.

Me: I'm about to reach. Can i have your contact number?

Miley: yeah sure. *she took out her phone and the model was just like mine, W902*

-I was shocked. I thought it was FATE.

-*we compared the phone and laughed*

-*my mind was thinking, SHE DOESNT STAY IN MALAYSIA, BUT WHY USING THIS MODEL OF PHONE. SHE MUST HAVE BOUGHT IT RECENTLY. IT MUST BE A CHEAP PHONE ONLY SHE WOULD BUY IT*.

-*i felt embarrassed though.

-We exchanged number and i got myself in Pathways from nowhere.

Dreams over

I called up Sai Kit and asked for group study again and i DROVE to his house and had lunch with him, see the word? "Drove". Hahaha!

Pictures of the day...

oh yeahh..

(Group Study 2) Sai Kit and i in the living room, lol.

(This picture was taken days ago before today. Group Study 1)Kenn Wei... Kenn Wei. Trying to act BIG, but it's not perfect too.

We love ADD MATHS, who dont'?

Fortunate, me

woohoo! i can officially drive now after months dealing with the driving stuff (: On that particular practical driving test day which was on a tuesday, i got the feeling! i thought i might fail it tho. So, before i got out from my house, i pray, double pray and just pray, pray, pray repeatedly. it helped to make me felt better indeed. I went to the bus stop nearby pearl point and waited for the uncle George to bring me to Bangi where the place held. In the Avanza, we had 6 people, it was 6. i didn't know anybody there in the car so i was quiet, really quiet. But there was onee girl aged around 17 who's a smoker -.- i could smell it when she breathed out! Oh my.. when we arrived to the place, the girl started smoking, again. i got the section 2, number 32. i had waited for hours with some friends(just met) there.

when it was about my turn i dah takut lah! -.- after watching people stepping out of the Kancil and walked away with a unpleasant look, scared me though.

Now! i started the engine, and controled the car, *enjin mati*, OH GOSH! i started it again. The clutch and the petro pressing was different from the cars i practised, darn it! Well, still managed to drive very slowly, listen. VERY SLOWLY. When i went on the slope. i stopped righhht at the yellow box and i thought i would fail seriously. i really didn't bother so much and lifted my hand. Then the examiner asked me GO! i pressed the petro as hard as i could. BOOM! passed! (:

Let me make it simple, i was alright about the parking and 3-point-turn. About the driving on the road. The examiner was a cop, faaaat faaaat cop (: i adjusted the seat, the mirror and all of course. Now imagine i was on the slope with the examiner sitting beside me. 1 word, panic.

The engine died for more 5 times! -.- He was mad about it. Whaaaat to do lahh.

well, but still, i managed to pass lahh since i "didn't" bayar duit kopi (: 3 of us passed out of 6. shows how easy it is. noooo fear! *wink*

i felt like i've never been that happy before after all settled. pheeeewwhh..

(: (: (: (: (: (: (:

buuhbye